How can you miss a child you've never met?

I lost a sibling today, I didn't get to meet him or her, but I still loved them as I love the rest of my family. I miss the baby all ready and wish it didn't have to be this way but its not always the way we see it. I love that baby and I know I will one day meet them in heaven but the pain still touches my heart and I miss my baby without having to know them. Don't mean to be a downer but I know that I'm not alone in this that there are so many out there dealing with the grief of losing someone and I just need them to know that this is not the end, this wont be all and you can do it :)

With love always

How I spend an evening

Ok just have to tell the Internet about my new love! The Vamps! Three young guys who do covers of songs and do it with style, they are probably the only band I can say I really love for their covers. I can't wait until the start doing some originals but I annoy complaining at all with the way they are going. They are inspiring musically and I hope one day I will be able to see them in person.
With love always